I’m growing fatter!
I’m going to fail lit.
I don’t want to screw my life up, especially after failing chem terribly and getting the lowest in class (again).
but, i like living.
weird, but yes.
again, crap talk.
what am i talking about?
I want to marry to my 2 husbands-to-be.
Yesterday was drama night and the performance deserves a million thumbs-up. It was cool and funny and sad. But I didnt get the mask performance or whatever they call it.
Hmmm.
I’m moody today.
Life hasn’t really been interesting.
Let me see, oh, I was thinking whether to have my sweet sixteen and I’m still 70% no. It amazes me sometimes, the decisions I make are irrational, out of the blue and unexpected. I just feel like you know, just me and my family out in the sea with a cake and the sun and the fish, that’ld be nice, wouldn’t it?
When people think I’m wild and crazy and mad, I think they should see my sophisticated (but rare) side, because now, I’m sitting at the dining table quietly, minding my own business, not uttering a single word and reflecting on whatever that comes into my mind.
and i’m thinking, I should be a better person and I’m trying.
There’s the main 100 things that I should do to make me a better person.
P.S. At least I don’t give in to society norms, like what everyone has I shld have, what everyone wears I shld wear or what everyone watch, I shld watch. you know, that kind of stuff?
I do what I want to and what i like. And that’s what I’m going to do for the rest of my life.
I make no sense and I don’t really care.
What was I talking about?
Darling, I wish you were here.
I’ll miss your arms around me.
It’s not the same without you.
Haven’t slept in 2 days.
HOLD ON A SEC.
I bet you must be feeling like ” eeeeee, what’s this le tian talkin’ bout?”
TWILIGHT VANILLA!
Song lyrics guys, incase you didnt know.
See, but you must be like “phew!” or ” oooohhhhhh”
Think, guys. LE TIAN, hello~
IIIIII SOOOO LOOOOOOOVEEEEEEE BEING NONCHALENT ABOUT EVERY SINGLE SHIT.
GOSH, why am I such a slacker, huh???
P.S. BOOMZ GREW ALOT!!!
i wonder if you ever realise how pretty the sky is.
It amazes me how much time I spend looking at the sky and the clouds, especially during the evening.
Today is a sad day.
I have nothing more to say, except that I really want to see that old man before he really dies. Because he’s so cute and loveable, I really want to see him and I don’t want him to die. I want to see him.
I think I should go jet skiing more often, no use studying so hard when studying makes no difference.
I wonder if history’s gonna repeat itself.
I feel like a damsel in distress, I need to get out of this mess I’m falling into.
In the meantime, shall we have a packet of candies and listen to some music to cheer me up?
Come on guys, throw a chalk into my mouth when I yawn. you know what i mean.
P.S. I hate male earthlings.
& I think that, I AM WEIRD.
P.S.S I SUDDENLY LOVE SCHOOL ALOT.
Deco’s kinda a failure.
And it is really disappointing. Everything and everyone is disappointing, including myself.
I just feel that no matter how sucky or stupid or how much you expect things to go wrong and fail, you cannot just give up without trying, without seeing what the outcome will turn out to be.
This has taught me alot.
Sometimes, I feel disappointed because of high expectations. I feel disappointed with someone when my initial impression- the reason why I have always respected her and be friends with her , fails. She’s actually not I used to think she was.
And now I know, and I truly believe that everyone has flaws. It’s just whether they’re obvious or not, whether it takes time to discover them.
It takes time to know what the person is truly like
Frankly, I like people who are direct. Even though I may find it insulting initially, I get over it soon.
Yes, I’ve been called a bitch and a bimbo and almost everything else.
and no, i am no longer upset, just be frank, i may take a couple of weeks to get over it, but i’ll be fine.
and I am suddenly so grateful for the friends in class(ade, mabel, cabby, bay, rach), the people I hang out with during recess (vic, stacey, martha, yanlin who are not losers because I think they are the coolest people ever) and random people who pop by in my life and help me when i really need help, and definitely my family. (This sounds as if I’ve gotten a prize)
i’m sorry (but I’m still going on with making new scandals and teasing.) (Yan Lin’s a lesbian 
)
okay, p.s I’ve gotten my oxfords.
P.S.S I fed a muslim pork that day, which explains my guilt.
P.S.S I’M SUPER NERVOUS FOR TMR. GRAHHHHH.
P.S.S.S I’m fat.
P.S.S.S.S I realised that i named my pses wrong!, nvm!!!
wordpress just deleted my post.
my inspirational post.
ahhh, forget it, i hardly write any inspirational post.
In short,
1) flea market that day was pretty successful with $50 profit.
2) School has been crazy and classes have been fun. I’m going wild and crazy and noisy.
oooh, that’s bad. “Who’s this noisy girl? Le Tian. So noisy.” See.
3) Friends in class make me happy
4) I told mummy i dont want to have a bday party this year, but after watching sweet sixteen, i feel like having one. but why waste unnecessary $$$ right? But then again, i’ve got this cool plan, and i thought about it for the whole of last year,and i didnt tell anyone about my cool plan, except for i think, Hilly?
SEE ME DILEMMA?
AH.
my father and uncle calvin! haha,i’ve always thought that this pic’s so damn funny.
P.S, Ms Li’s leaving us, I’m sad.
I hate homework, but I like going to school.
I hate tests, but I like the feeling of after tests.
I hate regrets, but I like doing regretful things.
What’s wrong with me?
I FRIKKIN HATE TRIGO, PROPOSALS, LIT, THERMAL PHYSICS!!!!!!!!!
on a side note, A1 for Chinese and distinction for oral! Oh My Gee.
I expected an A2 or a B3, thought i screwed up compre.
thank you, to the one I pray to (Buddha) (I’m a buddhist). he always sees me through times like this, i knew he’d guide me along and wouldnt leave me in the lurch. (i should pray more, stop eating beef and eat more veggies and do more good deeds)
anyway, sec 4 means, more work, less time, this may be my last post for this month, just want to tell you that even though life’s mundane and everything else’s a bore, enjoy whatever you can before we all go to different places next year. Ahhhh.
bye guys!
My heart is beating faster and faster.
Guess what song I’m listening yo!
Okay, school’s starting to pile us up with alot of stuff.
Even though, it’s really alot, I don’t really feel sad. I’m crazily insane.not in my right mind nowadays (in my left) haha:D
I can’t believe how much I self-entertain. really weirds me out. (I know weird isn’t a verb, or is it?)
okay anyway, I’m taking one step at a time, but I’m scared at the same time. I don’t want to not do well for ‘O’s.
Okay, I gotta go, it’s 9.15. GOSH. I slept for like 1 hour in the afternoon while reading TKTM.ARGH.
Anyway, listen to 2PM. they will make you happy AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I’m going Korea. I must.
Farewell. I’m using Hp, cant upload pics . I haven’t bought Microsoft for Mac yet. WEIRD, i know.
anyway, my 2010 want-to-keep-low-profile is not working with my specs!!!
plus! almost everyone asked “Is this real?” or “Is this fake?” or “Does this have a degree?”
WEIRD again! “Again and again” hahhaa!!!
LOOK OUT GUYS, LE TIAN’S GONNA START A NEW TREND SOON. I BETCHA.
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH! I always start trends. or so i think.
I miss 2PM, wild bunny, idol show, hot blood, we got married and youtube.
someone, save me.
and,
I don’t want to sleepover at the school.
My sis’s friend, who is in army, had that school as holding site, and says that we shouldnt sleepover. Argh, i want mummy, even though I always make her angry, which is not on purpose, but i’m regretful.
I tell you i’m crazy dude. I’m going insane.
GEE GEE GEE GEE BABY BABY BABY.
Ahhhhh, Bye Guys. Have fun at school! or whaever place you’re at now!!!!! I’m having fun with lit. ( sense the sarcasm)
I shall meet Nichkhun and JaeBeom in my dreams, hopefully.
I’m having insomnia nowadays.ahhhhhhh. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
